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Label It Lore, But Also Insane

I'd paid enough attention to my unfolding life that I could now weave random strands into something sensical.
Label It Lore, But Also Insane
Stacked by decade, my insane lore is contained in these handwritten paper journals.

My friend Ria first labeled my stories "insane lore," a compliment dropped amid our exchanged accounts of spiritual and romantic questing. Lore because the stories accumulated over decades. I'd paid enough attention to my unfolding life that I could now weave random strands into something sensical. (The grammar bot wanted me to change this to "nonsensical." Being a writer never gets easier.) I've kept journals for 40 years. I have reflected upon the insane.

I'd taken time to write things down, facts and feelings. I had noticed things said and done. I had considered the explained and the unexplainable, maybe because I was that day-dreamy kid staring out the car window at telephone poles going by, or maybe because factual events were kind of high-drama for rural Wisconsin in the late 1900s. Only later did I recognize I had often been riding the edge of the unbelievable – the insane. Death and brokenness, children crying and doing terrible cute things, beauty I was unprepared for and love that wrecked me and love that healed. Was this lore exceptional, or had I just dissected and recast what most people get through and leave behind? Ria identified it. My story, as it flowed out to her in an overpriced tequila-themed establishment, was insane lore.

Roundtrip is where I flow these stories for a wider audience. Nothing presented as factual is made up, especially the things that seem hard to believe. If my memory is fuzzy about details I will say so. Some names are changed to protect privacy or prevent serious embarrassment. Good thing I wrote stuff down in those old-school paper journals. (Grin emoji here.)

AI is not generating Roundtrip's content. I am a real and living writer who worked professionally as a reporter and editor, and who left that 10-year career to study spirituality. I earned a doctorate in practical theology. My first place editorial-writing award makes me proud; so do the three good human beings I raised even as the insane lore was forming.